Had a random memory and/or delusion today
The woman i thought most beautiful and very kind in high school offered to sleep with me in my twenties to relieve my loneliness, I said no because she had a boyfriend who loved her and later married her.
In grad school, the other students briefly spoke about sex. A woman teacher said one of her female students might want to sleep with a male one to relieve his pain. Another grad student, male and smart, said that doesn’t work.
Sex is a mystery.